Saturday, June 24, 2006
[*d.AnC.iNg 4. GoD*] ...i feel as if my life is a dance ... at certain point in my life ... i'd dance for the people around me ... some might appreciate the dance ... others ... will just look at my dance and criticise ... many times ... i've failed to see and realise that in all i do ... i should only be dancing for God ... cos He's the only one who'll love my dance ... cos He's the one who choreographed my dance ... cos He's the one who taught me how to dance ...
well ... my life ... is a dance ... every move reflects my thoughts ... my feelings ... it reflects me , my inner being ... that many do not get to see at all ... but if you just watch quietly from afar ... you might be able to see it if you want ... i do not let many enter in ... i guess it's to protect myself ... from hurts that i've been through before ... but ... God has been in there right from the very start ... and He'll be there forever and ever ...
anyways ... i'm done with chemistry practical for mid years ... so i still have some more to go ... haha ... oh wells ... hmm ... God is really leading me through many things this year ... through my hardest and toughest phase of my life ... and it seems that He is trying to make me a stronger person by stretching me with many committments ... i have no qualms about that ... but am i really that capable ? guess i won't know till i'm in it ...
that aside ... i think there'll be more opportunities for us to mix with the PDP kids ... there might be a chance for an end of the year joint production for both the salvation army central corp youths and the PDP kids to work together ... hope it'll happen ... but that means ... i'll be really busy ... hmmm ... if it's really gonna happen ... i wonder what God is trying to tell me ... teach me ... cos whatever we go through now that God puts us through ... it's to prepare us for the future ... that He has planned for us ... yup ...
kaes ... i''ll be getting more photos for the endau rompin trip ... haha ... yay !!! that's good cos seriously ... they are highly needed for the NYAA thingy ... haha ... yup ... anways ... can't wait for mid years to pass ... for promos to come and go ... for me and della ... and all my friends to go to J2 ... and do well for As ... yup ...
i'll have the photo liao ... yup ... then i wonder why God let this happen ... what is He trying to tell me ... hmmm ...
Dear God , please tell me what you want me to do ... cos i don't know what to do when it comes to this ... what's going to happen ? are things gonna turn out the way i prayed for ? hmmm ... thanks for taking good care of me ... for keeping me happy ... for my family and friends ... Amen ...yup ... so that's all for my life ... i might put up the new photos that i'll obtain from the endau rompin trip ... so yar ... haha ... take care you people ... and remember ...
God loves you ... not now ... not last time ... not in the future ... but always and forever ... haha ... yup ... oh yar ... and one more thing ...
YOU CAN RUN ... BUT YOU CAN NEVER EVER HIDE FROM GOD ... HAHA ...
love,
cheryn ...
posted at 6/24/2006 12:02:00 pm
